"The World Without You"

The Clock Ticks without waiting,

I dunno for how long here I have been sitting,

I keep going over the time we spent together,

I am nostalgic and wont recover ever.

Calm eyes staring ragingly in the past,

In your thoughts yet again I am lost,

The time I am myselves are very few,

I either think of those moments or I MISS YOU.

I moan.. I weep.. I wail.. I cry..

I scream your name till my throat goes dry..

Hope just one sound from my soul reaches your heart..

On hearing it you will break all bounds n come to me like a dart..

The day turns dark & The Night turns Blue..

But the sound seems too numb to ever reach you..

The air is heavy & the silence aint new..

You have forgotten & now the promises are due..

Everything around me reminds of your presence..

I actually hate them all cuz of ur absence..

The feelings of you not being here still hurts me..

Hope one day thru my eyes you will see..

I cant breathe & I cant live..

I cant see & I cant feel.. The World without you..

The Cure..

Things just wait and things just go...

Why I am holding on to u I don’t know..

I locked away my feelings a long time ago...

But as time is passing they just seem to grow..

My feelings for u never had died..

I buried them in a closet and threw it in the sea..

They are weak now.. no longer can they hide..

Deep down inside the heart lies the key...

I still remember ur smile as fresh as the dew..

Times when I dint thought about u are very few..

Life goes on with the regret of what happened..

My heart is blunt now.. how can it be sharpened??

Everyday goes away in vain..

Giving me immense heart troubling pain..

My hand just misses the touch of yours everyday..

And my friends say that I should be happy and I should be gay...

You shall reap what you shall sow..

The times have tricked us, I now know..

We could have been better than what is for sure..

Its been ages and I m still hunting for cure..

Boulevard Of Broken Dreams

What hurts the most...

Was being so close..

Watching you go away..

Some words you could have said...

I can no longer take the pain and sorrow..

It feels like I have no soul and my heart is hollow..

Why did you do this to me??

This was not what was meant to be...

Time is standing still while the world is moving on..

I stand in the crowd and act as if I was never born..

It was a beautiful yesterday..

N now there is no today..

I no longer cry cause even my tears are now afraid..

Even they have left me alone like they have been paid..

I thought we will be together forever..

I had no clue that forever comes never...

Its difficult for me to keep moving with the past..

Cant even drop it and start moving fast..

So I sit at one place never wanting to move..

How much I miss you how can I prove??

Things are now over, things are now lost...

I keep dragging with me memories of my past..

My feelings and emotions  for the life are dying..

As I walk on the “Boulevard of Broken Dreams”...

The Inevitable..

My heart says what is inevitable,

Life goes on and some day or the other shatters,

Truth of life is unacceptable to me,

I can’t be with her I cannot believe.

My heart reminds me of the love we shared,

The touch of her hand during the sunsets,

The words of silence that comforted,

And the look in her eyes that said it all..

At times we used to fight..

That made our day blank and white..

We used to keep looking at each other..

Thinking now the other will break the silence..

The silence could no longer be controlled..

We tried to put ourselves on hold..

Think about the best of times we had..

We were still together..things werent that bad..

Finally we together walked hand in hand,

Wishing it wasn’t just a road but beach’s sand,

Long silence and no talks.. beautiful gazes and smiles..

Thats when I knew we cud go on like that for miles..n miles..

Those times are now gone.. leaving back a trail..

Somehow to stay together forever...we have failed..

Wish we could have left the world behind and lived..

And together discover horizons very new…..

Hope a word that knows no boundaries....

The most difficult times in life are those when you know...

You know that you won’t win over the situation..

Your efforts will fall short to achieve what you want to..

Your destiny has been written and has started already..


There is nothing in this world you can do to stop things from happening..
But despite all the truths and impossible..
The inevitable and the unchangeable..
You go on....

You Go on..Not because you don’t have any other option..

or not because there is nothing else that u can do..

or u are too afraid to face the dark times..

But you go on because you HOPE..

HOPE.. that all that you have dreamed off so far would someday come true..

HOPE that the sun will someday shine upon you to give you the GLORY you have been waiting for;

HOPE that you will be loved by the LOVE you have been chasing so far and..

THE BELIEF that you can’t be foolish enough to dream of a dream that could never be fulfilled;

This Hope.. and Belief ..leads to construction of Great men....

7th Feb 2010, 2.48 am

The Call

I wait desperately for your call,

With your name my day rises and falls,

My heart gives itself wings,

Whenever the telephone bell rings..

But do u know I m always mistaken,

Its then when I feel like being taken..

I try to concentrate on other things,

But yet again my heart gives a skip n gives itself wings...

This procedure goes on and on,

And before I realise where I belong..

In your memories I pick up pen and paper,

And scribble my feelings as though eating some wafers..

Pouring down myselves down on paper I,

Sit down in ur memories till my throat goes dry..

Am moved by my feelings and brought to my senses,

and thats when I know I m losing my defenses...

Yet, No sooner I understand how much I miss you,

Wish u were in my arms and I might have kissed u..

You will be carried away by my emotions and its flow,

Loving u so much that u never want to go...

But then I hit back to reality and know where i stand,

Its like wearing expensive clothes but without any brand..

And yet again I wait for the moment all day long,

Wishing every moment spent in each others memory makes our relationship strong....

28^th April 2006, 1.03 am

LOST...

I lay down wide awake,

Suffering from troubled heart break,

Tears in eyes n smile to fake,

Why am i pretending for heavens sake?

I feel like a forfeited song,

Which i have been singing all day long,

But the unending lyrics tell me i was betrayed,

Informing me that i have been slaved...

I feel lonely, broken n lost,

Has this something to do with my past?

I try to complete this puzzle to solve the mystery,

But somebody told me that i was now history..

Wish i could believe in something new,

Oh please somebody tell me its not true,

It was I who really sticked on to you,

Knowing i was lost i backed off too...

Now every little part of me goes on to strike,

Not getting what u want is just called life,

I even betrayed my own feelings, only,

That should be the reason I m so lonely........

My First Publish.. My Oldest Poem...

A stranger I am to myselves…

I do not know what I seek..

I do not know where to go..

All I know is that I am still alive..

I still breathe the air that surrounds me..

But I am still unaware of my surroundings..

I still walk as everyone else does..

But I don’t know which way I should go..

They say life is beautiful..

They also say that everything created by god is beautiful..

The world is beautiful..

But Death is created by god and is a part of the world..

I hunt myselves thoroughly within me..

I try to light up the darkness that lies within me..

So that I can find my existence into being..

And act to my own accord..

My eyes keep staring nothing for long..

My Lips sing Silence as song..

My shadow tries to hide behind me..

And my ears listen to the words I cant understand..