The Inevitable..

My heart says what is inevitable,

Life goes on and some day or the other shatters,

Truth of life is unacceptable to me,

I can’t be with her I cannot believe.

My heart reminds me of the love we shared,

The touch of her hand during the sunsets,

The words of silence that comforted,

And the look in her eyes that said it all..

At times we used to fight..

That made our day blank and white..

We used to keep looking at each other..

Thinking now the other will break the silence..

The silence could no longer be controlled..

We tried to put ourselves on hold..

Think about the best of times we had..

We were still together..things werent that bad..

Finally we together walked hand in hand,

Wishing it wasn’t just a road but beach’s sand,

Long silence and no talks.. beautiful gazes and smiles..

Thats when I knew we cud go on like that for miles..n miles..

Those times are now gone.. leaving back a trail..

Somehow to stay together forever...we have failed..

Wish we could have left the world behind and lived..

And together discover horizons very new…..

Hope a word that knows no boundaries....

The most difficult times in life are those when you know...

You know that you won’t win over the situation..

Your efforts will fall short to achieve what you want to..

Your destiny has been written and has started already..


There is nothing in this world you can do to stop things from happening..
But despite all the truths and impossible..
The inevitable and the unchangeable..
You go on....

You Go on..Not because you don’t have any other option..

or not because there is nothing else that u can do..

or u are too afraid to face the dark times..

But you go on because you HOPE..

HOPE.. that all that you have dreamed off so far would someday come true..

HOPE that the sun will someday shine upon you to give you the GLORY you have been waiting for;

HOPE that you will be loved by the LOVE you have been chasing so far and..

THE BELIEF that you can’t be foolish enough to dream of a dream that could never be fulfilled;

This Hope.. and Belief ..leads to construction of Great men....

7th Feb 2010, 2.48 am

The Call

I wait desperately for your call,

With your name my day rises and falls,

My heart gives itself wings,

Whenever the telephone bell rings..

But do u know I m always mistaken,

Its then when I feel like being taken..

I try to concentrate on other things,

But yet again my heart gives a skip n gives itself wings...

This procedure goes on and on,

And before I realise where I belong..

In your memories I pick up pen and paper,

And scribble my feelings as though eating some wafers..

Pouring down myselves down on paper I,

Sit down in ur memories till my throat goes dry..

Am moved by my feelings and brought to my senses,

and thats when I know I m losing my defenses...

Yet, No sooner I understand how much I miss you,

Wish u were in my arms and I might have kissed u..

You will be carried away by my emotions and its flow,

Loving u so much that u never want to go...

But then I hit back to reality and know where i stand,

Its like wearing expensive clothes but without any brand..

And yet again I wait for the moment all day long,

Wishing every moment spent in each others memory makes our relationship strong....

28^th April 2006, 1.03 am

LOST...

I lay down wide awake,

Suffering from troubled heart break,

Tears in eyes n smile to fake,

Why am i pretending for heavens sake?

I feel like a forfeited song,

Which i have been singing all day long,

But the unending lyrics tell me i was betrayed,

Informing me that i have been slaved...

I feel lonely, broken n lost,

Has this something to do with my past?

I try to complete this puzzle to solve the mystery,

But somebody told me that i was now history..

Wish i could believe in something new,

Oh please somebody tell me its not true,

It was I who really sticked on to you,

Knowing i was lost i backed off too...

Now every little part of me goes on to strike,

Not getting what u want is just called life,

I even betrayed my own feelings, only,

That should be the reason I m so lonely........

My First Publish.. My Oldest Poem...

A stranger I am to myselves…

I do not know what I seek..

I do not know where to go..

All I know is that I am still alive..

I still breathe the air that surrounds me..

But I am still unaware of my surroundings..

I still walk as everyone else does..

But I don’t know which way I should go..

They say life is beautiful..

They also say that everything created by god is beautiful..

The world is beautiful..

But Death is created by god and is a part of the world..

I hunt myselves thoroughly within me..

I try to light up the darkness that lies within me..

So that I can find my existence into being..

And act to my own accord..

My eyes keep staring nothing for long..

My Lips sing Silence as song..

My shadow tries to hide behind me..

And my ears listen to the words I cant understand..